i feel LOST

mood tak sedar diri balik kampung.. makan jalan tido makan lagi jalan lagi tido lagi.. walaupun aktiviti same same je everyday but im so happy im home v ma family... eventou cuti halal ke haram ke, i dun care! ikut suke u nak ikhlas ke tak ikhlas ke bg cuti... i dah cuti pun! so i can bring 4ward my 19days balance of AL next year! i will need lot of AL next year... no more work without at least a day off per month!

today will be xmas eve celeb for my 2 closest freinds, bien n renn! i bet they are enjoying themselves at Sabah right now, renn will getting engaged in less than 5 days with her MrRight while bien will have her 2nd wedding reception next week at her side.. i will miss the church part.. i feel so guilty i couldnt make it to her Sabah reception... i really really wanna go but I cant afford the flight tickets! huhuhuhuhu... how i wish i will be there next week watching Bien & Jeev walking down the memory lane (oooppssss) hehehehe... I am happy for both Bien & Renn...

the most saddest part of today is when i read bien twitter this morning telling she finally got her transfer to Swak!!!! am so sad.. Bien being my everyday closest friend, shopping mate, office mate, room mate and a very good listener n advisor! am happy for her becoz she finally can be v his hubby but deep down inside my heart i feel LOST!

have a great Friday n weekends every1..