Showing posts with label working. Show all posts
Showing posts with label working. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 03, 2013

Hamba Abdi

Buat keje lebih sikit nak mengadu domba! macam sial bagus! aku ni kerja everyday, xde masa utk family kau tak tengok??? kau hingat aku pergi sangat ke bengkel what so ever? aku blaja sendiri buka sistem blaja satu2, ingat satu je lah stupid- TANGGUNGJAWAB! kalau ko dah ditanggungjawabkan buat kerja itu... kau kena lah give 100% to that job! takkan nak makan gaji free?????? habis tu aku punya gaji lagi banyak dr kau ke???? macam haram perangai! tolak2 keje... macam aku tak de keje core business lain nak buat!

yang boss nya plak, lepas tanggungjawab sedangkan kau KETUA! fikir sendiri r weh.. gaji beribu2... nak buat keje pilih2... kau fikir kau je berkhidmat????? aku dah tak tahu nak respect siapa dah! serious lantak kau lah baca blog aku skalipun! masing2 fikir macam bagus and nak buat keje tertentu je! fikir lah org lain skit..

kalau tak faham BELAJAR LAH!

aku tak bagus tapi i did my very best!

Wednesday, December 05, 2012

RIP Sir

A kind-hearted boss is hard to find in the government. I found one and now he's gone forever because of cancer. A good fatherly man, warm at heart and dedicated in his work. We'll remember you Sir.

Friday, November 02, 2012

Friday, September 28, 2012

Friday, September 21, 2012

Dengan Inovasi, Yo!

Dont forget to watch the series starting today (210912), every Friday, 6.30-7pm. Let us watch how innovation can change life!

SAINS DAN INOVASI PEMACU TRANSFORMASI

Friday, August 03, 2012

The Mood

Assalamualaikum n Halo...

I've been receiving complaints from my dear friends about my 'laziness/ disappearance' from the blogging world.. yeah, i know i know.. i dont have the specific reason for this but to say that im lazy or busy, it's not fair to maself also.. maybe i was busy but i do have time to blog, it just i dont have the 'mood'.. some of u must be understood.. lazy is not me but recently i think lazy/boring is my fave word! ☺ back to d' discussion, the MOOD!  since i work with this ministry (aka Most*i), i think i dont have much stories to share, my life is still go on, d same me, but if u guys realise, most of my entries before focused on my outstations nationwide and foodiess. Being an officer in Planning Division, i don't get the chance of going out from the office unless it is a meeting! But the meeting venues will always be either E-P-U or  M-O-F. yup, just few kms from C5! What a beautiful life aite? Sometimes  i feel like being a Moa-ian is far more fun! than Mosti-ian. I dont really miss the 13th floor but i miss the petani/penternak/nelayan/peladang/sea/farms/boating/homestay/bees/chalets etc etc. I also miss my dear 13th floor colleague: Deepa, Fariza, Anis, Aishah, Ros, Yuni.. And 1 more, I miss my room!!!!!!! Anyway, i love my job here, i dont care bout how many documents/files/tasks i've handled but i care about how much knowledge and experiences i've gain! I'm happy working with all of the brains in my unit, i love the environment and the colleague.

Maybe, from now on i have to change the way i blog things, maybe i can blog about my new Heaven 11 located in Sepang, how my life as a Sepang permanent resident, how i do things at home. But, without pictures my entry will be boring rite? i am quite afraid to share pics of my Heaven 11 since there are so many crimes/robbery happened outside, maybe 1 of them is reading my blog rite now! But, i'll try to blog about it as secretive as i can (what am i saying?)! but i only can blog about it once im in the mood again..

Btw, Im still sick and it worsen every minute, why lah? I took all of the medicine, i also finished some of them.. what a Ramadhan journey this year.. and the office is sooooo damn cold! Ok, im merapu again.. i should stop and coninue my raya cookies recipe hunting now!

daaaaaaa...

Love,
Kiera

p.s. Vien, see u in Kuching this coming 11th, cant wait to attend Jojo's reception! 

Friday, February 03, 2012

Thursday, February 02, 2012

I try to understand

It is so f*****g annoying when u only knew how to yell and pin point people when actually you are not really doing your job (with help of others of course)! Ive been a P*S*U for 6yrs and i've been through with so many obstacles and like-hell bosses, and alhamdulillah i survived with hard work, i did all of the so-called psu-like workloads without fail and i learn from my mistakes. But not every psu will act like a psu, sometimes there will be a psu-acting-like-a-boss. Being a psu in mo*a is a very good experience, you'll learn how to be a hard working psu! You know your job and you know your target groups.

In MO*A, u'll know what is "hamba rakyat", what actually the Rakyats need and what you can do to help the Rakyats. But in most*i, i dont know what kinda "rakyat" im helping! What i know, i help the so-call professionals with so many needs when actually they have everything.

I'm so out of the topic now, what i really meant is PSU is PSU, KPSU is KPSU! It's enuff when you know what a PSU is and what a PSU should do! With that i thank you all of u for reading my nonsense mumbling of the day.


Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Life after 4 months...

Me in MOA






vs

Me in MOSTI

this pic credit to 9gag.com

But i'm happy here in Mosti! May Allah always help n bless me. InshaAllah, i'll work hard for ma career and i do hope i can further my PhD real soon. Amin.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Incompetence & Dumping Zone

Wut for nak bising sana sini, mengata2 dlm social networking medias, for me itulah penjawat awam yg xde professionalism! I rasa budaya tolak kerja dan berkira ni mmg tak dpt dielak di kalangan penjawat awam ni, totally different from private sector. Gaji nak naik tp keje takdelah seberapa mana pun. Anyway, i've worked for 2 ministries now and the culture is still d same. I tot it will be different this time but im wrong! but what made me shock is the division yg suka tolak (aka xmengaku dia punya) kerja di old ministry same je mcm kat tpt i bertugas skrg. Why hah? mmg telah tertulis mereka ni suka tolak2 keje n berkira yer? padahal hakikatnya mmg tugas mereka n di mana2 ministry pun tugas tersebut adalah di bawah fungsi division tersebut. Dan bahagian yg sama juga yg menjadi bahagian 'pak sanggup' untuk buat kerja division yang 'tak sanggup' tersebut. Everything is dump to 'this' division as it is the 'heart' of d ministry! C'mon lah.. where are the culture of working together and united that have been taught during our childhood/study time? Why now bila dah kerja, masing2 nak tunjuk doranglah paling banyak kerja, doranglah paling busy etc etc. Padahal division tertentu yg bising2 tu datang keje kul 8am and balik tepat kul 5pm! Sgt tidak kompeten! Maybe adalah satu hari dia balik lewat sebab terpaksa, tp hakikatnya bercakap belakang dan xikhlas melaksanakan tugas! im not telling u im good or im the best BUT im always be me, i just do my work, less complain unless tugas2 yg sllu di dump ke seksyen I yg nampaknya sangat xkena and xlogik! Mcmlah kita xde kerja lain kan? Kalo mcm tu lah, i rasa better bhgn division yg sllu ditolak kerja ni dimasukkan ke dlm division yg suka menolak kerja!Seboleh2 nya kita buat kerja dgn ikhlas, remember, sallary penjawat awam ni dibayar oleh cukai2 rakyat.. jgn sibuk nak berkira ni kerja, dah fungsi bhgn anda sebegitu, maka laksanakanlah tanggungjawab anda! Sekian.

Friday, October 28, 2011

Why me?

Biofuel, bioethanol.. Ok i know it sounds so chemistry! But i've been 'involved' with this thing since i entered mos*ti which i found its not actually related to my jobscope, i've been invited to the meetings, workshops n seminar but i didnt really do anything, sitting in those prof group of people, brainstorming about it.. I dont really get it.. Why me? Why am i here? Why? Why? I tried to think positive, its just a knowledge sharing, im gaining something here but at the end i felt bored and useless! Ok enuff.. No negative thinking again.. Boss pls cme back, im lost without you...

Saturday, October 22, 2011

My second wish in the public sector

I hope that JP*A will help me to enter either of these 2 places for my next level of study.. ;)

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

The 1st futsal training..


Image from googlesearchimage

Yday was a futsal training day for me n my division after 2 yrs maybe since i last played futsal. An hour of training, at first i felt it was hard for me to control my breath and i could feel my over 10KG weight! Wow,im so OBESE fat and i must believe it! I dont feel i can help my division to win, im no use in the team.. I can only be reserve player, sit and cheer for them. Eventou i felt so tired after playing the futsal, but i didnt feel im hurting my feet or tired last night, it was great and i could sleep soundly! The interdivision tournament for my recent ministry will be on October 29, i meant in 2wks! This is my 1st time and i cant expect how will this tournament be but i do hope i'll enjoy it!

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

What am i doing?

After a week in Planning Division, i feel like im a good reader and good in summarising text/ book/ programs. This isnt bad but im trying to love it, its just im killing 2birds v a stone! Im working while gaining a lot of knowledges. My rreading skill is back and i think i should buy more scientific books to read.

And fyi my office already finished the 5s thingy when i joined them, so i need to be fast to catch up with them.. Since im new, so theres not much to do, i just need to do labelling and some creative thinking to make my personal working desk well-organized, tidy and clean. So here is my 1st step...

Thursday, October 06, 2011

Knowledge gained through reading..

Wut i did for a week? Dun hve to guess, u guys can ask me anything about nkra, gtp, etp, rmk10, NEM, SRI etc etc. Ive read a lot about all of this things for days, im still ok. Im glad i have the knowledge now. I'l try harder to understand n study. To read all of the docs made me ready to apply for my ph*d! This is a good sign but i think i've to rechoose and rethink about the subject on what i should apply for my phd! I hope Allah will show me the ways.. Amin.

P.s.: my entry may be short and simple recently but as long as i have the time to update, i'll try ma best to update!

Monday, October 03, 2011

My job...

- RMK-10 projects
- Sistem Star Rating
- Perolehan Peralatan Teknologi Baru
- SK*T kayesyu
- Dasar SNT
- Speeches for kayesyu, ybm etc
- adhoc tasks from kayesyu, ybm etc

So far, im enjoying reading kayesyu sk*t and functions for each and every agencies under mos*ti

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Jika dan hanya jika ia terjadi

Kalau benar rumors yg sedang bertiup kencang mengenai pertukaran jawatan ptd gred 41/44 jadi PTA maka menyesal aku jadi PTD! Menyesal aku jadi PTD sebab: degree saya adalah dr bidang kesihatan (nutrition) dan saya juga mempunyai MSc in Nutrition! Maka saya merupakan orang yg sangat bodoh join ptd bila akhirnya hanya jadi PTA! seriously, i akan minta tukar untuk menjadi seorang PZM, nutritionist or lecturer! Seriously i akan rasa i lah paling xberjaya dalam career i! Seriously i akan semakin benci kepada ks*n dan jaypeeayy! Dan membazirlah masa i selama 5tahun buat kerja2 ptd ni, 6 bulan training kt intan nak dapatkan deepeeayyy tu! Kerajaan Malaysia semakin xrelevan jika asik nak tukar2 dasar dan cara pentadbiran kerajaan, apalah akan jadi kepada rakan2 sejawat i yang lain, i bet thousands of us akan menyesal jadi ptd dan memberontak! Inilah balasan government kepada kami.. Skrg puaslah hati skim2 lain yg selama ini dengki dan xpuas hati dgn skim ptd ni.. Dan 1000 penyesalan dlm diri ini kerana join skim ni apabila semakin tidak dihargai.. Hanya utk memuaskan hati sesetengah pihak kerajaan rela mengorbankan nasib skim yg banyak membantu dlm pentadbiran kerajaan. Terima kasih KerajaanMalaysia! Dan apakah akan hebat jika ptd itu start dr Gred 48? just imagine, a doctor yg selama ini kerjanya menyembuhkan penyakit org, membantu masalah kesihatan rakyat secara tiba2 jd PTD, bolehkah mereka melaksanakan tugas2 pentadbiran, kewangan dan dasar? Apakah tujuan seorang doktor itu dilatih? Untuk jadi seorg pentadbir atau untuk membantu menyelamatkan nyawa manusia? Kita fikir2kanlah...

P.s.: mostly kerja2 di office mmg dilaksanakan oleh gred41/44 sehinggakan decission making pun terpaksa pegawai muda yg buat.xsemestinya gred 48 itu boleh melaksanakan tugas dan faham tugas mereka.sekian.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Pool aka kolam


Masih pool di mosti and today di library mosti, suasana mmg agak berbeza berbanding mo*a tetapi segalanya perlu cepat dan adaptasi dengan culture dan environement kat sini. Masih tertanya2 kerja apakah yang bakal ditugaskan dan apakah expectation bos di sini tetapi segalanya akan terjawab if pengurusan tertinggi dah luluskan penempatan kami. Msih menuggu dengan sabar dgn sedikit bosan but i pray that Allah will help me to go through this period of change in my life. Amin.

Monday, September 26, 2011

Culture Shock

Agak culture shock dgn new working environment.. 1st day still didn't know my division cuz something happened to the HR boss.. But from the stories I heard, there are so many differents between my previous working environment and my recent posting.. I can't wait to officially start my new work but I'm nervous n afraid at d same time. Wish me luck guys cuz I can smell wuts going to happen to me soon.. May Allah bless me! Amin
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Friday, September 23, 2011

Goodbye Beautiful Building

my last day after 5yrs of working here.. a beautiful building stands proudly at Persiaran Perdana, Putrajaya and I'm one lucky person to have the opportunity to work in this building.. Wisma Tani will be remembered, 5yrs is such a long time.
Tq building! You gimme so much comfort and memories.