3 panels and me

3 panels vs 1 me

1 academician + 1 IR + 1 researcher vs 1 PTD

I dont have much to share.. I tried my very best and I will leave it to the God's hand 

Ada rezeki dengan izinNya.. InshaAllah... Tiada cuba lagi..

But.. i keep blaming myself.. AND i am so upset with myself

Semoga pengakhirannya BAIK

내 유일한기도

더 내가 자신의 아기와 내 친구들을보고, 더 나는 질투를 느끼고 거의 포기! 오 하나님, 나는 어머니가 될 수있는 기회를 제공하기 위해 당신에게기도하고 남편과 함께 행복하게 살고있다. 우리를 도와주세요. 오직 당신 만이 내기도를 부여 할 수 있습니다.

It's been a while... Am I........

Am i still considered as a blogger?

Maybe.......
Just maybe.......

I am not interested in blogging anymore... Does age matter in blogging? MAYBE...

BUT...

I do read a few blogs once in a while.. i prefer Non-Malaysian blogger nowadays because local bloggers are boring and stereotype except Vivy's blog.. I meant that! And im kinda miss MariaElena's blog... And im still following my fave cooking bloggers!

The more reasons......

Media Socials! 

INSTAGRAM! TWITTER!

I followed most of the once-famous local bloggers Ig and Twitter accounts... So i didnt read their blogs since that.. Instagram is obviously replacing blogs.. Even the bloggers themselves updates their stories via Instagram..

Ask me why no Facebook???

I quit FB since 5 years ago.. or more.. i couldnt remember.. FB is not my thing.. so many bullshits happened there... i hate reading those re-posting unreliable stories.. why you guys dont do research before re-posting stories hah? Is it so hard? We have GOOGLE or you can call the relevant agencies to confirm the stories! I am lucky tho..  I still can connect to my friends via wassap and Ig... I dont need to stalk their FB or whatever.. I prefer to stalk celebrities and famous fashion designers.. So Instagram is the best option for me..

By the way... blogging need passion and if you do love writing, blog is the best media to express whatever feeling/ imaginations you have.. And to write you need....

INSPIRATIONS..

Inspiration only comes to those who can use it. If you’re a writer, you get inspired, but you also have to take advantage of that inspiration.Don’t wait for perfection.
Let it be messy. Let it be chaotic.

So... here i am again writing for my not-so-many-or-no-one-care readers... about nothing! LOLOLOL!

Nothing new happened to me except i am still at the most boring and ..... central agency, doing my work as a civil servant who plan to take CTG but couldnt do so until the hubby becomes a CEO (in my dreams!).. And still in the RAYA mood!

Hubby and me is doning emerald green this year... 

For the 1st time my Daddy wanted to take Raya Pic with us this year..
(Not in the pic were my big bro, SIL and nices/nephews)

The love of my life: Daddy and Mak

Back to the blogging stuff... how many of my friends are still active blogging? I found out only less than 5 of them! That means AGE does matter! Hahahahaa... 

Actually... 

There are times when i feel like posting an entry... But they are all only feelings not WILL.. And the feeling today is different.. i FEEL like quitting blogging... FEEL again.. duh! But i give a thought lah... Once i make up my mind, i will do it.. sooner or later... 

For now, i just write what's on my mind.. They are a lot of things to write here but i reserved them for my NEXT (????) entry...

Till then..

SALAM LEBARAN... 

Pls forgive me for all of my wrongdoings, whether in writings or commenting, IF any... 

Love

xoKIERAxo

Thank you Allah

WTF

WTF...

calm down shakira..

Great minds

can you read this? For me it is as easy as abc..

Credit: here

Peribadi melalui buah kegemaran

Baca kat forum cari, saja nak kongsi kt sini.. tp i letak 2 jenis buah yg i suka dan ape interpretasi tentang I.. mengarut pun ada

Buah-buahan tropika contohnya pisang, betik, jambu, kiwi dan nanas
Kamu sukakan pengalaman yang baru. Kamu gemar mencuba pelbagai jenis buah-buahan dengan pelbagai perisa sebanyak dan sekerap yang boleh. Orang di sekeliling kamu selalu menghadapi masalah dengan kamu kerana cara hidup kamu yang terlalu aktif. Kamu tidak sukakan sesuatu yang melibatkan kesakitan pada emosi kamu. Kebiasaannya pasangan kamu terdiri daripada individu yang tenang berbanding kamu dan semestinya si dia menerima kamu seadanya. Kamu gemar meluangkan masa dengan individu yang akrab dengan kamu. Teman beranggapan diri kamu seorang yang mudah didekati dan gemar berseronok. Hakikatnya kamu ada pendirian tersendiri. Kamu tidak suka menunjukkan kesedihan pada orang sekeliling. Simbol kamu itu melambangkan kamu seorang yang suka mengambil berat dan gemar berseronok.


Jenis kekacang .Contohnya walnut, hazel, gajus dan lain-lain
Seorang yang moody. Kekadang mood kamu berubah2 tanpa sebab. Ketegasan adalah lambang keperibadian kamu. Sekiranya kamu yakin kamu dipihak yang benar, kamu pasti berdegil dengan pendirian kamu itu. Orang yang berada di sekeliling kamu akan sentiasa bersikap lebih berhati2 kerana kedegilan kamu itu. Dalam percintaan, kamu adalah individu yang setia. Sanggup mengetepikan teman hanya kerana ingin meluangkan masa dengan si dia. Untuk mengenali kamu, seseorang itu perlu memperuntukkan waktu yang agak lama bagi memahami dan mengenali kamu dengan lebih dekat. Walau bagaimanapun, kesabaran dan kesungguhan individu itu pasti berhasil jua akhirnya. Simbol kamu ini membuktikan kamu adalah seorang yang berpendirian.


"Selamat bekerja"
Today is Thursday


Love,
Kiera

Business konon

A spam email i received today. At 1st i thought she was my friend but when i read the email, i was like... Are u kidding me? Using a name similar to my friend doesn't make you clever. I hope no one will be cheated with any kind of spam email like this because the liar now is using our friends' email list to cheat us!

 

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SALAM.

Saya Azura Mohammed berasal dari Malaysia, buat masa ini saya berkerja dan menetap di United Kingdom.  Saya ingin menawarkan peluang perniagaan yang boleh menguntungkan kita berdua.

Saya mendapat email address anda daripada malaysian web. Saya percaya kita boleh berkerjasama untuk mencuba nasib dalam perniagaan ini.
Jika anda berminat untuk mengetahui dengan lebih lanjut, anda boleh hubungi saya melalui
nombor telepon dibawah atau pun sila berikan nombor telefon anda yang boleh saya hubungi untuk butiran yang lebih lanjut.

Wassalam.

Azura

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Fun tiring weekends

Saturday, Oct 13th

Duty: Volunteer (Secretariat/ Info Booth)

Event: Econight Film Festival 

Venue: Dewan Tunku Canselor, UM

Creative 'tag' design by Yours Truly

Eco Signboard using Pizza Boxes

Models wearing gowns designed by school children using waste/ natural/ eco resources

End of the day: I was so happy,  I built my confidence & networking.

 ♥

Sunday, Oct 14th

Duty: Netball player (Wing D)

Event: Kejohanan Bola Jaring, MAKSWIP

Venue: INSPEN, Gate 1

Results: Lost (vs MTIB), Lost (vs DBKL) & Draw (vs SPP)

The team.. Mosti, me wearing my fave no. 5

in between games

End of the day: I'm having fun, i miss netball so much! It was tired but worth it! 

The day I filled up petrol on my own...

Yes.. I never fill up petrol on ma won! I will let my hubby or any helper at Petrol station to do it for me. But i made my own record yesterday night (i will remember the date 101012)!

The story begun when i had to standby at the office to do some works with the bosses. We finished at about 7.00 pm after settling some chores. I usually using the Jenderam road but becoz it was raining and dark, i prefer to use the Dengkil-Warisan road.

Oil tank capacity: 32km ( I can make it to my home! Yeay!)

The traffic was smooth until the Dengkil traffic light, the traffic was very congested. I still believe i can go home safely and I'll ask my hubby to fill up the tank for me when he got home later. The traffic didn't move at all for 30 mins!

Oil tank capacity: 14km (I guess i can make it to my home! Can I?)

When it reached to the traffic light, I took a short cut to make a U-turn because i knew i have to wait for 2 mins for it to turn green.

Oil tank capacity: 5km (I cant make it, i knew it! Where's the next Petrol Station? Damn!) 

I was so panic, i cant think at all, i tried to call hubby but i cant dial his no! Im sweating in a cold car! I knew i cant make it and i will be stuck in the middle of the dark road. I was so afraid and almost cry because the nearest Petrol Station is the Kota Warisan Shell and it is about 5km++ from me! But i kept on praying, i was fasting and so hungry, i hope that a miracle can happen and the petrol left enuff for me to reach Shell. I drove slowly and slowly and i could feel Mr.H was going to stop any time.

3 km away from Shell.

Oil tank capacity: 2 km (I',m dead! Who's going to help me to push the car to the Petrol Station?) 

I pushed the window slider button. I switched off the air-cond and it was still raining! I didnt care anymore. My eyes stuck on the oil tank meter, i didn't even look at the side mirrors. The road that i took was the main road for people going to KLIA/LCCT/Nilai/Sepang. So it kinda busy road.

I saw the McDonald logo from afar, i almost there and then i look at the meter.

Oil tank capacity: 1 km (Miracle please, Ya Allah!)

Suddenly i remembered the incident when i 1st went lunch outside MoA with my MoA mate during my earliest day at MoA (Renn u must remember kan?).. Ayol was driving his car that time. Ayol's car stopped in front of the Presint 9 traffic light because the oil tank is empty! It was hot and we had to wait under the trees at the roadside.

I reached at the entrance of Shell.

Oil tank capacity: 0 km (Don't stop now please, few meters ONLY!)

And........ i made it!  The engine suddenly stopped. That's ok, i knew MR.H will be fully energised after i gave him petrol! (Thanks Allah.)

i went to the counter and paid. I asked the helper to fill up my tank BUT she told me that there's no helper right now. I was panic again! Damn! I never filled up petrol to Mr.H or any car before! How should i do it? I kept calm and went to Mr.H. I opened the oil tank opener, slowly i took the handler and put its nozzle into the oil tank, slowly i pushed the handler and I smiled! So, this is how people fill up petrol!

I made it. I felt relief. I drove home with happy face. I didn't want to think about me being panic before, i just wanna go home!

Reached home at 8.00pm, took out my BB and read whatsapp message from my colleague. She said i called my Boss and it put his BB to loudspeaker in their discussion even though he knew i was unintentional to call him! So shy! But i was happy that i got home by myself and I didn't called my hubby for help!

And from now on, i can fill up petrol on my own! Wait a minute, are all palm stations have the same handler?

InnocentMe

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Will-Kate

The Mood

Assalamualaikum n Halo...

I've been receiving complaints from my dear friends about my 'laziness/ disappearance' from the blogging world.. yeah, i know i know.. i dont have the specific reason for this but to say that im lazy or busy, it's not fair to maself also.. maybe i was busy but i do have time to blog, it just i dont have the 'mood'.. some of u must be understood.. lazy is not me but recently i think lazy/boring is my fave word! ☺ back to d' discussion, the MOOD!  since i work with this ministry (aka Most*i), i think i dont have much stories to share, my life is still go on, d same me, but if u guys realise, most of my entries before focused on my outstations nationwide and foodiess. Being an officer in Planning Division, i don't get the chance of going out from the office unless it is a meeting! But the meeting venues will always be either E-P-U or  M-O-F. yup, just few kms from C5! What a beautiful life aite? Sometimes  i feel like being a Moa-ian is far more fun! than Mosti-ian. I dont really miss the 13th floor but i miss the petani/penternak/nelayan/peladang/sea/farms/boating/homestay/bees/chalets etc etc. I also miss my dear 13th floor colleague: Deepa, Fariza, Anis, Aishah, Ros, Yuni.. And 1 more, I miss my room!!!!!!! Anyway, i love my job here, i dont care bout how many documents/files/tasks i've handled but i care about how much knowledge and experiences i've gain! I'm happy working with all of the brains in my unit, i love the environment and the colleague.

Maybe, from now on i have to change the way i blog things, maybe i can blog about my new Heaven 11 located in Sepang, how my life as a Sepang permanent resident, how i do things at home. But, without pictures my entry will be boring rite? i am quite afraid to share pics of my Heaven 11 since there are so many crimes/robbery happened outside, maybe 1 of them is reading my blog rite now! But, i'll try to blog about it as secretive as i can (what am i saying?)! but i only can blog about it once im in the mood again..

Btw, Im still sick and it worsen every minute, why lah? I took all of the medicine, i also finished some of them.. what a Ramadhan journey this year.. and the office is sooooo damn cold! Ok, im merapu again.. i should stop and coninue my raya cookies recipe hunting now!

daaaaaaa...

Love,

Kiera

p.s. Vien, see u in Kuching this coming 11th, cant wait to attend Jojo's reception! 

Salam Ramadhan (It's not too late to wish aite?)

Puasa/ Ramadhan/ Dates


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K.O.

Saya Dah!

Saya dah, anda bila lagi? Jalankan tanggungjawab semua, setahun hanya sekali! Eventhough anda masih tidak layak membayar cukai tapi kena juga isytiharkan pendapatan. Jgn lewat2, until 30 April jek. :)

Niece.080312

my 2nd niece and the forth anak buah.. love love love
May Allah bless her, gives her good health and beautiful heart
I pray to you Ya Allah, do give me a chance to have my own baby too
Amin.

Hibernating

I am.. I'll write when i wake up.. Thanks to bees...

I try to understand

It is so f*****g annoying when u only knew how to yell and pin point people when actually you are not really doing your job (with help of others of course)! Ive been a P*S*U for 6yrs and i've been through with so many obstacles and like-hell bosses, and alhamdulillah i survived with hard work, i did all of the so-called psu-like workloads without fail and i learn from my mistakes. But not every psu will act like a psu, sometimes there will be a psu-acting-like-a-boss. Being a psu in mo*a is a very good experience, you'll learn how to be a hard working psu! You know your job and you know your target groups.

In MO*A, u'll know what is "hamba rakyat", what actually the Rakyats need and what you can do to help the Rakyats. But in most*i, i dont know what kinda "rakyat" im helping! What i know, i help the so-call professionals with so many needs when actually they have everything.

I'm so out of the topic now, what i really meant is PSU is PSU, KPSU is KPSU! It's enuff when you know what a PSU is and what a PSU should do! With that i thank you all of u for reading my nonsense mumbling of the day.

Tranquility.Love.Mercy

Original article from <here>

"And among His signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that you may dwell in tranquility with them, and He has put love and mercy between your hearts. Verily in that are signs for those who reflect." (Qur'an 30:21)

In the Qur'an, the marriage relationship is described as one with "tranquility," "love" and "mercy." Elsewhere in the Qur'an, husband and wife are described as "garments" for each other (2:187). Garments offer protection, comfort, modesty, and warmth. Above all, the Qur'an describes that the best garment is the "garment of God-consciousness" (7:26).

Muslims view marriage as the foundation of society and family life. In a practical aspect, Islamic marriage is thus structured through legally-enforceable rights and duties of both parties. In an atmosphere of love and respect, these rights and duties provide a framework for the balance of family life and the fulfillment of both partners.

General Rights

• To be treated with honor, kindness, and patience.
• To enjoy intimate relations with each other.
• To have children, by God's will.
• To keep one's legal and personal identity after marriage, retaining one's own family name, inheritance rights, property, mahr, etc.

General Duties

• To be faithful to the marriage bond.
• To strive to be attractive to one's spouse.
• To assist and support one another, and to resolve disputes amicably.
• The husband has the duty to provide all physical maintenance of the family (housing, clothing, food, medical care, etc.).

TAF

it happens to me..