walking away

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long time ago, craig david is one of my fave singer, and one of the song is my love song with my first eva lover (back in the year of millennium-2000)! suddenly this morning i heard the song played on the radio and my memories flashed back to my 'good-old-days'... i miss him so much BUT so many things happened btwn us and we are destined to be only friend (do we still?)... our r/ship was on/off for six years and i was so-in-love with him (do i still?) as he's my 1st love... he's a good man but he's too family-first-kinda-man... he's still d same i guess, he loved his career more than me and he's d 1 whu dumped me several times and he neva explained! he left with no reasons and i was being innocent all d time... he will 'pop-up' wheneva he wants to, until now, he said he loves me BUT i cant accept him anymore, he's my past and i want to get over him... he's so my 'not-so-lucky' thing to happen and im thanking God for giving me a better person now... as for now, am hoping he's living happily with his career&family, thanking him for teaching me how to love sum1, and i do hope he'll find someone nicer than me... i will giv him my last sms (after about 6mo not msging him), i will write sumthing like this:

~"If u love me so much, why are u walkin away?"~

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walking away by Craig David

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better dayI'm walking away

sometimes some people get me wrong

when it's something I've said or done

sometimes you feel there is no fun

that's why you turn and run

but now I truly realise

some people don't wanna compromise

well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies

and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights

not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better dayI'm walking away

Well I'm so tired baby

things you say you're driving me away

whispers in the powder room baby

don't listen to the games they play

girl I thought you'd realise

I'm not like them other guys

coz I saw them with my own eyes

you should've been more wise

and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights

not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better dayI'm walking away